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		<description><![CDATA[11&#124; 2008 Workshop, Ženska kaznionica Požega [izolirani prostor]
4&#124; 2009 Umjetnička Intervencija i Izložba TBDWBAJ:
27-04-09 Umjetnička intervencija, Zagreb
18.00 [javni prostor]
27-04-09 Otvorenje izložbe i javna debata, Galerija SC
18.30 [kulturni prostor]
27-04 &#124; 02-05 Izložba Ljudski park, Galerija SC
THIS BABY DOLL WILL BE A JUNKIE [TBDWBAJ] je socijalno angažirani
umjetnički projekt nizozemske umjetnice Ulrike Möntmann, koji se
odvija paralelno u nekoliko [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>11| 2008 Workshop, Ženska kaznionica Požega [izolirani prostor]</p>
<p>4| 2009 Umjetnička Intervencija i Izložba TBDWBAJ:</p>
<p>27-04-09 Umjetnička intervencija, Zagreb<br />
18.00 [javni prostor]</p>
<p>27-04-09 Otvorenje izložbe i javna debata, Galerija SC<br />
18.30 [kulturni prostor]</p>
<p>27-04 | 02-05 Izložba Ljudski park, Galerija SC</p>
<p>THIS BABY DOLL WILL BE A JUNKIE [TBDWBAJ] je socijalno angažirani<br />
umjetnički projekt nizozemske umjetnice Ulrike Möntmann, koji se<br />
odvija paralelno u nekoliko različitih europskih zemalja (Nizozemska,<br />
Njemačka, Austrija, Švicarska, Mađarska) u duljem vremenskom<br />
periodu. Riječ je o audiovizualnom portretu žena, ovisnica o drogama<br />
u ženskim zatvorima. Ta je društvena skupina odabrana kao indikator<br />
društvenog stanja.</p>
<p>Prva faza hrvatskog dijela projekta izvedena je u Ženskoj kaznionici u<br />
Požegi tijekom dvotjedne radionice s ženama zatvorenicama u studenom<br />
2008. godine, u suradnji s Ministarstvom pravosuđa RH i Udrugom<br />
B.a.B.e.</p>
<p>Realizacija projekta na različitim lokacijama moguća je jedino kroz<br />
intenzivnu suradnju s institucijama, stručnjacima i profesionalcima iz<br />
širokog područja društvenog djelovanja.<br />
Do sada je na projektu sudjelovalo više od 38 institucija i 400<br />
pojedinaca na svim njegovim nivoima, od provedbe zatvorskog dijela<br />
projekta do realizacije umjetničkih intervencija i sastanka stručnjaka na<br />
javnim debatama u sklopu izložbenog dijela projekta, ne uključujući širu<br />
publiku.</p>
<p>Namjera je projekt prilagoditi aktualnom prostoru i kulturno-političkoj<br />
situaciji pojedine europske zemlje i uključiti ljude i institucije iz različitih<br />
polja društvenog djelovanja (kulturnog, socijalnog, vladinog). Na taj<br />
način socijalno angažirani umjetnički projekt služi kao medijator za<br />
aktualiziranje društvene problematike.<br />
Hrvatski dio europskog projekta na različitim nivoima provode pojedinci<br />
iz 5 institucija: Ministarstvo pravosuđa i Ženska kaznionica u Požegi<br />
(realizacija zatvorskog dijela projekta – studeni, 2008. godine) te<br />
Udruga B.a.B.e. i Galerija SC (realizacija izložbe i javne debate – travanj<br />
2009. godine) uz financijsku potporu Nizozemske ambasade u Zagrebu.</p>
<p>Projekt se provodi na nekoliko razina [prostora] unutar jednog društva:<br />
<strong>[izolirani prostor]<br />
[kulturni prostor]<br />
[javni prostor]<br />
[virtualni prostor]<br />
</strong></p>
<p>THIS BABY DOLL WILL BE A JUNKIE je kolekcija priča ovisnica, kakve<br />
se rijetko mogu čuti, o okolnostima njihovih života prije i nakon početka<br />
ovisnosti.<br />
Ovisnice pristaju sudjelovati u projektu u zatvoru <strong>[izolirani prostor]</strong> jer<br />
inače rijetko imaju priliku ispričati svoju stranu priče. Na taj način bilježe<br />
osobne biografije i rezultat izlažu u javnom prostoru kao dio javne<br />
imovine <strong>[kulturni prostor] [javni prostor]</strong>. Arhiv životopisa na web stranici<br />
www.thisbabydollwillbeajunkie.com obuhvaća širi pregled društvenih<br />
izopćenika <strong>[Outcast-Registration]</strong> europskih društava i osigurava da<br />
izvještaji ostanu sačuvani i nakon što lutke nestanu iz javnog prostora<br />
<strong>[virtualni prostor]</strong>.</p>
<p><strong>[izolirani prostor]</strong><br />
<strong>Ženska kaznionica Požega: 11|2008</strong></p>
<p>Radionica s ženama ovisnicama u Ženskoj kaznionici zatvora u<br />
Požegi (studeni, 2008.god.) Cilj radionice je pozitivno stimulirati žene<br />
zatvorenice na predan volonterski rad vezan uz osobne životne priče u<br />
namjeri da ih takav rad učini sretnijima.<br />
Umjetnički projekt THIS BABY DOLL WILL BE A JUNKIE vizualno je<br />
popraćen serijom identičnih porculanskih lutaka, koje portretiraju<br />
ključna životna iskustva žena ovisnica. Klasična porculanska lutka<br />
producirana je i napravljena u suradnji s ženom ovisnicom, na licu<br />
mjesta u zatvoru. Lice porculanske lutke ima crte lica pojedine žene,<br />
a sama lutka ugrađenu zvučnu jedinicu, koja po podizanju lutke<br />
producira rečenicu iz biografije žene ovisnice. Na poleđini lutke utisnut<br />
je pseudonim ovisnice koja je izradila lutku i godina njezina rođenja.</p>
<p><strong>[kulturni prostor]</strong><br />
<strong>Galerija SC: 27-04-09|02-05-09<br />
Službeno otvorenje izložbe: 27.04.2009. u 18.30</strong></p>
<p>Pet serija iz projekta TBDWBAJ produciranih u Njemačkoj, Nizozemskoj,<br />
Austriji i Hrvatskoj bit će izloženo u prostoru Galerije SC u monotonoj<br />
liniji od stotinu bijelih porculanskih lutaka, koje pri podizanju izgovaraju<br />
rečenice iz biografija žena zatvorenica<br />
Prostor nazvan Ljudski park bit će namijenjen privremenoj brizi za lutke.</p>
<p><strong>[javni prostor]</strong><br />
<strong>Intervencija: 27-04-09 u 18.00</strong></p>
<p>(p)ostavljanje lutaka (drop off) u javnim prostorima grada<br />
Mjesto okupljanja: SC, Savska cesta 25, Zagreb</p>
<p>Prije samog otvorenja izložbe nekolicina predstavnika/ca iz kulturnog,<br />
političkog i drugih segmenata javnog života Hrvatske sudjelovat će u</p>
<p>(p)ostavljanju lutaka koje predstavljaju životne trenutke Zagrepčanke<br />
Pie Herc (rođene 1976.)</p>
<p>(P)ostavljanje 24 lutke održat će se 27.04.2009. u 18.00 sati na<br />
gradskim lokacijama kao dio umjetničke intervencije THIS BABY DOLL<br />
WILL BE A JUNKIE. 24 taxi vozila prevozit će grupe sastavljene od<br />
popularnih i ‘običnih’ građana do mjesta za (p)ostavljanje, predviđena<br />
biografijom Pie Herc. Na svakoj točki (drop off point) bit će (p)ostavljena<br />
po jedna lutka i prepuštena stanovništvu na čuvanje.</p>
<p>Drop off je (p)ostavljanje lutke u javnom prostoru grada Zagreba, u<br />
područjima grada vezanim za biografiju ovisnice. Na svakoj točki (drop<br />
off point) bit će (p)ostavljena po jedna lutka i prepuštena stanovništvu<br />
na čuvanje bez ikakvog oblika kontrole, kako bi ih pronašao netko od<br />
slučajnih prolaznika ili drugih ovisnika vezanih za mjesto koje je nekada<br />
pripadalo životu ovisnice. Sudbina lutke prepuštena je rukama nalaznika</p>
<p>Ako prolaznik ignorira lutku, ne događa se ništa.<br />
Ako prolaznik podigne lutku, lutka izgovara rečenicu teksta iz biografije.<br />
Ako prolaznik podigne lutku i okrene je, vidjet će ime (pseudonim)<br />
ovisnice i godinu rođenja utisnute na poleđinu lutke.<br />
Ako prolaznik spusti lutku, ona će prestati govoriti.<br />
Ako prolaznik ponese lutku kući, smatrat će se da ju je usvojio.<br />
Ako prolaznik uništi lutku, smatrat će se da je to njezina sudbina.</p>
<p>Po nestanku lutaka iz javnog prostora grada, serija će nastaviti svoj život<br />
kao dio internacionalne kolekcije biografija na web stranici i arhivu<br />
projekta posebno izrađenom za tu svrhu:<br />
www.thisbabydollwillbeajunkie.com.</p>
<p><strong>Javna debata|27-04-2009-18.30</strong></p>
<p>Nakon (p)ostavljanja lutaka grupe će se vratiti u Ljudski park, gdje će<br />
pod stručnim vodstvom moderatora biti održana diskusija o učinkovitosti<br />
i legitimnosti intervencije u društvo sredstvima umjetničkog djelovanja.<br />
U debati će sudjelovati nekolicina ljudi direktno ili indirektno vezanih za<br />
zatvorski projekt: socijalno angažirani hrvatski umjetnici, udruga B.a.B.e.<br />
te stručnjaci koji se bave problematikom nasilja nad ženama u Hrvatskoj<br />
i s time povezanim problemom ovisnosti o drogama.</p>
<p><strong>Moderatorica debate: Nataša Škaričić<br />
Sudionici debate: Vesna Babić, Barbara Blasin, Iva Kovač, Alexandra<br />
Landré, Ljubica Matijević-Vrsaljko, Željko Mavrović, Slavko Sakoman,<br />
Sanja Sarnavka, Benjamin Perasović, Robert Torre</strong></p>
<p><strong>[virtualni prostor]</strong><br />
<strong>www.thisbabydollwillbeajunkie.com<br />
2003-2011</strong></p>
<p>Na internet stranici: www.thisbabydollwillbeajunkie.com je dostupan<br />
arhiv čitavog europskog projekta, koji će tijekom godina rasti. On će<br />
omogućiti da se spomenutu, inače anonimnu skupinu Europljanki vidi<br />
i čuje, ali i usporedbu kulturnih, socijalnih i političkih uvjeta života u<br />
različitim europskim zemljama.</p>
<p>Od 2004. godine je u Njemačkoj, Nizozemskoj (Friziji), Švicarskoj,<br />
Austriji i Hrvatskoj nastalo devetnaest biografija. Sljedeći projekti<br />
predviđeni su za Island, Španjolsku, Tursku i Rusiju u razdoblju između<br />
2009-2011 godine.</p>
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Pia Herc series [24]
GALERIJA SC
Savska 25.
10 000 Zagreb
11&#124; 2008
Workshop, Ženska kaznionica Požega [izolirani prostor]
04&#124; 2009
Umjetnička Intervencija i Izložba TBDWBAJ:
27-04-09
Umjetnička intervencija, Zagreb
18.00 [javni prostor]
27-04-09
Otvorenje izložbe i javna debata, Galerija SC
18.30 [kulturni prostor]
27-04 &#124; 02-05
Izložba Ljudski park, Galerija SC
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>SOCIJALNO ANGAŽIRANA UMJETNIČKA AKCIJA I IZLOŽBA: 27-04|02-05</p>
<p>Pia Herc series [24]</p>
<p>GALERIJA SC<br />
Savska 25.<br />
10 000 Zagreb</p>
<p>11| 2008<br />
Workshop, Ženska kaznionica Požega [izolirani prostor]</p>
<p>04| 2009<br />
Umjetnička Intervencija i Izložba TBDWBAJ:</p>
<p>27-04-09<br />
Umjetnička intervencija, Zagreb<br />
18.00 [javni prostor]</p>
<p>27-04-09<br />
Otvorenje izložbe i javna debata, Galerija SC<br />
18.30 [kulturni prostor]</p>
<p>27-04 | 02-05<br />
Izložba Ljudski park, Galerija SC</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am born because my mother is against abortion as a deadly sin 
From the age of four my mother hits me violently whenever I ask about my father, who I know nothing about
From the age of nine I play basketball and my mother rewards me
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I am born because my mother is against abortion as a deadly sin </p>
<p>From the age of four my mother hits me violently whenever I ask about my father, who I know nothing about</p>
<p>From the age of nine I play basketball and my mother rewards me</p>
<p>At the age of eleven I defend myself from my mother’s sadistic abuse and humiliation of me </p>
<p>At the age of fourteen I lose any prospect of a career in sport</p>
<p>At the age of fourteen I leave school and am beaten by my sisters and my mother </p>
<p>At the age of fourteen I try to kill myself so that my mother will be rid of me</p>
<p>At the age of sixteen I drop out of my course and help Bosnian refugees in a UN refugee camp</p>
<p>At the age of sixteen I learn from UN peacekeepers to smoke dope and to use XTC and LSD</p>
<p>When I am sixteen my mother forbids me to marry a Muslim Arab  </p>
<p>At the age of seventeen I have a job and I can afford to take speed, LSD, XTC, hash, marijuana and magic mushrooms at techno parties  </p>
<p>At the age of nineteen I fall in love with the party dealer and we get into a symbiotic relationship</p>
<p>At the age of nineteen I am adopted by my mother-in-law as a much-loved daughter</p>
<p>At the age of nineteen I use heroin as a downer after consuming extreme quantities of cocaine, XTC and speed</p>
<p>At the age of twenty-two I am happy within our junkie relationship </p>
<p>At the age of twenty-two I am clean and happy with the birth of the first of our four children </p>
<p>From the age of twenty-three my husband takes care of the drugs and money and I make sure we have a nice home</p>
<p>When I am twenty-three my mother reports me to the police to get my children taken away from me</p>
<p>When I am twenty-three the police threatens to take my children away if I don’t confess to an offence</p>
<p>At the age of twenty-six I am relieved after my mother’s death and miss the continuation of our conflict </p>
<p>At the age of twenty-nine I am put in a coma while on remand so that I will survive withdrawal </p>
<p>At the age of thirty I take methadone while my husband is in detention and suffer from the unbearable separation of living apart from him</p>
<p>At the age of thirty-two I am sentenced to time in prison, I am clean, and I despair at being separated from my husband and my children</p>
<p>At the age of thirty-two I feel guilty about what my children are suffering <a href="http://www.thisbabydollwillbeajunkie.com/wp/?p=931#more-931" class="more-link">(more&#8230;)</a></p>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am the little sister of my dead sister 
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I am the little sister of my dead sister </p>
<p>When I am one year old my parents leave me behind with my grandmother, furious, in the Yugoslavian countryside </p>
<p>When I am five years old my parents come and get me and take me to their guest worker Germany and leave me alone while I go through the lonely adjustment to the strange new place</p>
<p>When I am eleven my father is my confidant and our nostalgia is replaced by prosperity</p>
<p>At the age of fourteen I am not afraid of the use of cocaine among my circle of rich kids </p>
<p>At the age of sixteen I escape to follow a course in the city, far away from my parents’ supervision</p>
<p>At the age of eighteen I marry a Yugoslavian criminal and adapt to a traditional wife’s role</p>
<p>When I am nineteen my husband escapes from a German prison to Yugoslavia, he doesn’t like it there, and I get him to come to Switzerland</p>
<p>At the age of twenty I am living a life of bored luxury and every day I do some money-laundering for my husband’s drugs and arms trade</p>
<p>When I am twenty-five my husband terrorises me with violence and death threats and I start taking cocaine regularly </p>
<p>At the age of twenty-five I abort my unwanted child and try to kill myself</p>
<p>When I am twenty-six my parents come and take me home and have me locked up in a psychiatric institution and my father threatens my husband</p>
<p>When I am twenty-six my husband shoots his way into the institution and frees me, and I use his cocaine, alcohol, crack and heroin  </p>
<p>When I am twenty-six I use my power as a wife to put pressure on another  dealer and accept lovers with money and drugs</p>
<p>At the age of twenty-eight I lose my Swiss residence permit and deal Swiss drugs in Germany</p>
<p>At the age of twenty-nine I am sentenced to five years in prison in Germany and let myself be carted off to Croatia</p>
<p>While aged thirty and thirty-one I am clean, lead a normal life and am frightened</p>
<p>At the age of thirty-four I deal, and use endless quantities of heroin and cocaine</p>
<p>At the age of thirty-four, I follow my husband to our seaside house, am helpless in the fatalistic use of drugs and allow myself to be terrorised, raped and abused</p>
<p>At the age of thirty-seven I leave my husband and start a relationship with a young Croatian war invalid</p>
<p>At the age of forty I am serving my prison sentence, suffer from Hepatitis C, am clean and will sacrifice kicks for a happy family life</p>
<p> <a href="http://www.thisbabydollwillbeajunkie.com/wp/?p=928#more-928" class="more-link">(more&#8230;)</a></p>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2009 19:32:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ulrike montmann</dc:creator>
		
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		<pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2009 19:31:41 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[My father is the only person who is pleased that I am born a girl 
At the age of two I am surrounded by the god-fearing aunts of my father and of my mother
who sleeps around 
At the age of four I want to be a priest and don’t feel at home in the girls’ [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My father is the only person who is pleased that I am born a girl </p>
<p>At the age of two I am surrounded by the god-fearing aunts of my father and of my mother<br />
who sleeps around </p>
<p>At the age of four I want to be a priest and don’t feel at home in the girls’ world</p>
<p>At the age of six I am ashamed of my father, who drinks and swears at my mother,<br />
calling her a tart and a whore</p>
<p>At the age of twelve I run away and stay with my aunt and live a normal life </p>
<p>At the age of fourteen I have to return home and am unable to concentrate at school</p>
<p>When I am fourteen my father is admitted to a clinic and I tell my mother it’s her fault</p>
<p>At the age of fifteen I hang around in the streets, pinch stuff,<br />
start drinking and take my aunts’ tranquillizers</p>
<p>At the age of sixteen I leave school and get a job.<br />
The court threatens to have me forcibly admitted to a reform school </p>
<p>At the age of seventeen I feel sorry for my sick father</p>
<p>When I am twenty my little sister, who I have been taking care of as my own child,<br />
dies of meningitis, aged eight months</p>
<p>When I am twenty my mother sinks into a deep depression and we are all devastated</p>
<p>At the age of twenty-two I am addicted to alcohol and my mother sends me to my aunt in Germany </p>
<p>At the age of twenty-three I try to keep my friends on the island away from drugs </p>
<p>At the age of twenty-five I fall in love with a boy from the drugs scene  </p>
<p>At the age of twenty-five I share the feelings of loneliness and isolation in an exchange<br />
of letters with my boyfriend, who is in detention </p>
<p>When I am twenty-seven we both deal marijuana, we are convicted,<br />
and the prison system shocks me </p>
<p>At the age of twenty-nine I am released from prison, I use heroin and deal</p>
<p>At the age of thirty my life consists of heroin, depression, blaming, endless loneliness,<br />
chaos and a sense of solidarity with my boyfriend </p>
<p>When I am thirty-one we are sent to a drugs rehab commune in Spain<br />
and my mother threatens to report me to the police if I break off the treatment</p>
<p>At the age of thirty-one my psychological dependency on cocaine is stronger<br />
than the physical dependency on heroin</p>
<p>At the age of thirty-six I am treated for my hepatitis C while I am in prison  </p>
<p>At the age of thirty-six I am in detention for the fourth time, expect to be convicted again,<br />
and am full of fear of life with and without drugs, of sickness, isolation and freedom</p>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2009 19:29:29 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ulrike montmann</dc:creator>
		
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		<pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2009 19:18:36 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ulrike montmann</dc:creator>
		
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		<description><![CDATA[When I am born I am happy to be alive 
When I am nine months old my uncle saves my life and loses his own life
When I am two years old, my alcoholic father regularly ill-treats my mother, who is constantly accusing
At the age of three my parents get divorced and I am tormented by [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>When I am born I am happy to be alive </p>
<p>When I am nine months old my uncle saves my life and loses his own life</p>
<p>When I am two years old, my alcoholic father regularly ill-treats my mother, who is constantly accusing</p>
<p>At the age of three my parents get divorced and I am tormented by my mother’s lover</p>
<p>When I am six, my father hits my mother so hard she ends up in hospital and I am glad that my parents are back together and that we move to the family’s countryside commune</p>
<p>When I am nine we move to the city and I hit the boys who tease me at school</p>
<p>At the age of ten I identify with the love-story of Christiane F</p>
<p>When I am eleven my drunken father says that I am to blame for my uncle’s death</p>
<p>At the age of twelve I drink and smoke dope</p>
<p>When I am thirteen, the boy I look up to rapes me</p>
<p>At the age of fourteen I am happy and doing well at school by using heroin </p>
<p>At the age of fifteen I am in love with a man who is eighteen years older and we each keep our drug addiction a secret from the other</p>
<p>When I am sixteen my parents report me to the police and forbid me to go on with the relationship</p>
<p>At the age of seventeen I am in a depression and deal heroin to provide for my own habit</p>
<p>At the age of nineteen my father reports me to the police and I am sent to prison </p>
<p>At the age of twenty-one I am released and start dealing drugs on a large scale</p>
<p>At the age of twenty-one I meet my husband and introduce him to the drugs scene  </p>
<p>At the age of twenty-three I hope that the beneficial effects of the shaman plant Ibogaine will help me to have a child while being free from drugs</p>
<p>When I am twenty-five my daughter is born and my husband is imprisoned</p>
<p>From the time that I am twenty-five, my single father supports me in my drug dealing and I provide him with money to live on </p>
<p>When I am twenty-six my father claims part of the responsibility for my possession of drugs, as a result of which my sentence is reduced </p>
<p>At the age of twenty-seven I am clean and live from one day to the next</p>
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